I can't handle chaos, limbo, uncertainty. They're my kryptonite. (well, so are Ben & Jerry's New York Super Fudge Chunk and Adelphia's tiramisu, but in an entirely different way)When there's uncertainty and chaos and upheaval it impacts every part of my life. I don't sleep well. I have bizarre dreams. I eat too many carbs. I sleep all the time. It makes the "11" shaped wrinkles between my eyebrows more prominent and cavernous.
I yearn for solace and tranquility and resolution. Sometimes to my own detriment. I just want things to be settled and I don't care how or when or what ... I just want it over and done and then work out the aftermath. Cut to the chase. Cheat, if necessary.
But sometimes chaos is out of my control. There's not a real way to get through it to the other side. Sometimes we have to live in chaos and uncertainty for awhile.
I need some coping strategies and patience. Not my strong suits. I need some answers and some stability.
Or maybe just another pint of Ben & Jerry's.
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1 comment:
Have hope that there will be order, structure, stability, solace, tranquility and resolution. Every step you take is one step closer to your goals.
It is very hard to be patient when the darkness seems to be endless in every direction.
You may have to live in chaos for a time, but you will find the answers you seek.
Remember that love is the tie that binds us all. Love everyone magnanimously and freely. Allow yourself to be loved in return.
*hug*
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