I met my first 10% loss when I weighed-in at my Weight Watchers meeting last night. I blew the 10% mark away with 18.2 lbs lost so far. My next goal is another 10%, then I'll be setting my final goal.
Feeling great this morning!
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Heidi Dugan's random ramblings and thoughts ... My attempt to capture a moment before it is lost forever. Opinions, rants, links, ephemera.
3.21.2007
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3.16.2007
Taking a Big Step
We've decided to finally take the leap. Looks like we're going to add a puppy to our family.

This is a keeshond. They're in the spitz family. The national dog of the Netherlands, actually. Which is why it's pronounced not "keesh-ahnd," but "kays-hawnd" or even "kayz-hawnd." We've done a lot of online research in finding a suitable breed. And then more research trying to find a puppy. We finally are very comfortable with a breeder in upstate New York (a few miles from Cooperstown) who will have a puppy ready for us the weekend after Easter, which is our ideal timetable.
They have wonderful, child-friendly temperaments, don't require enormous amounts of space or exercise, and are just the right size. Yes, there is all that hair to deal with.
Anyway, tomorrow we're going to visit a local breeder (who won't have any puppies until next fall or winter) to meet a keeshond in person, actually several keeshonden. Then we'll make our final (expected to be "YES!") decision.

Cute puppies, too, eh? This is one of our pup's male littermates. We're getting a female. I have a couple of pics in an e-mail somewhere, but they're not as well posed as this one.
So by this time tomorrow, it looks like I'll be PayPal-ing our breeder and finalizing our PetSmart shopping list! VERY excited, and can't wait to tell the kids (not until we've met the dogs tomorrow).
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This is a keeshond. They're in the spitz family. The national dog of the Netherlands, actually. Which is why it's pronounced
They have wonderful, child-friendly temperaments, don't require enormous amounts of space or exercise, and are just the right size. Yes, there is all that hair to deal with.
So by this time tomorrow, it looks like I'll be PayPal-ing our breeder and finalizing our PetSmart shopping list! VERY excited, and can't wait to tell the kids (not until we've met the dogs tomorrow).
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3.09.2007
Recent Pics
I Believe ...
...that global warming may have some natural climatic components, but that human activity has accelerated and/or exacerbated the problem.
...in a woman's right to choose whether or not to have a baby.
...in restricting the availability of pistols, rifles, shotguns and other guns to the general populous, and in a national ballistics fingerprinting database.
...that people living in the United States and expecting the privileges of such should learn to speak English.
...that the war in Iraq was a very ill-advised endeavor, but that I have no idea what the best course of action would be at this point.
...we should be paying more attention to what's going on in Afghanistan and Pakistan, and Somalia, and Rwanda.
...that No Child Left Behind not only leaves many children behind, but leads to a culture of continued academic frustration and disenfranchisement among students, educators and parents.
...in the electric car, renewable energy sources and recycling.
...the government has the obligation to provide for the least of us, whether it be the poor, elderly, ill, uneducated.
...and that expecting churches and individuals to just pick up the slack and care for one another as we all should is overly optimistic and facetiously naive.
...that creation happened roughly the way the Bible descibed it, but that the actual timetable is ambiguous. While I don't believe we evolved from single-celled organisms or monkeys, I do believe the Earth is more than several thousand years old.
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...in a woman's right to choose whether or not to have a baby.
...in restricting the availability of pistols, rifles, shotguns and other guns to the general populous, and in a national ballistics fingerprinting database.
...that people living in the United States and expecting the privileges of such should learn to speak English.
...that the war in Iraq was a very ill-advised endeavor, but that I have no idea what the best course of action would be at this point.
...we should be paying more attention to what's going on in Afghanistan and Pakistan, and Somalia, and Rwanda.
...that No Child Left Behind not only leaves many children behind, but leads to a culture of continued academic frustration and disenfranchisement among students, educators and parents.
...in the electric car, renewable energy sources and recycling.
...the government has the obligation to provide for the least of us, whether it be the poor, elderly, ill, uneducated.
...and that expecting churches and individuals to just pick up the slack and care for one another as we all should is overly optimistic and facetiously naive.
...that creation happened roughly the way the Bible descibed it, but that the actual timetable is ambiguous. While I don't believe we evolved from single-celled organisms or monkeys, I do believe the Earth is more than several thousand years old.
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3.07.2007
Bad Mommy
Just had an emotional roller coaster blowup with Emily. She is old enough to know exactly what to say that hurts the most. And finally this time I called her on it. She looked horrified that her words were actually hurting me (in a deep down, doubting my worth as a mom kind of way; not just in a make Mommy mad so she leaves the room kind of way). We hugged and made up and managed to get the rest of the way through the piano practice session. But ... *whew*! I'm exhausted.
And I still have to manage to feed the family, burn a DVD for a friend, wrap a baby shower gift, get the kids to clean up a bit and be ready to leave for Brownies with Emily in full uniform in 32 minutes.
Ain't gonna happen. So now I have to figure out what's gonna give.
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ps. Pulled it all off and made it to troop on time. Thank goodness for pasta & sauce.
And I still have to manage to feed the family, burn a DVD for a friend, wrap a baby shower gift, get the kids to clean up a bit and be ready to leave for Brownies with Emily in full uniform in 32 minutes.
Ain't gonna happen. So now I have to figure out what's gonna give.
--End--
ps. Pulled it all off and made it to troop on time. Thank goodness for pasta & sauce.
3.05.2007
Plain Jane
Guess I was actually right when I told people I have basically no accent whatsoever.
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3.01.2007
What Goes Around Comes Around
One of my favorite quotes as long been "plus ça change, plus c'est la même chose."
Excerpting from Thomas Paine: Personal rights ... are a species of property of the most sacred kind.
And now Benjamin Franklin: Those who would give up essential Liberty, to purchase a little temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety.
Sam Adams: If you love wealth better than liberty, the tranquility of servitude better than the animating contest of freedom, go home from us in peace. We ask not your counsels or arms. Crouch down and lick the hands which feed you. May your chains set lightly upon you and may posterity forget that ye were our countrymen.
Patrick Henry: Guard with jealous attention the public liberty. Suspect every one who approaches that jewel.
C.S. Lewis:Of all tyrannies a tyranny sincerely exercised for the good of its victims may be the most oppressive.
Plato: This and no other is the root from which a tyrant springs; when he first appears he is a protector.
Voltaire: Tyrants have always had some slight shade of virtue. They support the laws before destroying them.
James Madison: If tyranny and opression come to this land, it will be in guise of fighting a foreign enemy.
And now ... where'd this all come from today? Well, yesterday Joe and I watched V for Vendetta (yes, for the first time ... yes, I'm behind the curve here). I was really struck. I mean, really struck by this movie. Although the graphic novels were first published in the 80s, it was easy to move this story into the 21st century.
The idea of a government driving its populace to fear foreign attacks so deeply that that same populace would accept nearly absolute mind-control and tyranny ... doesn't seem nearly as far-fetched as it ought to. And, that same government lying about the posisbility of foreign terrorism, mass destruction in order to maintain its stranglehold on the people? Not so out there.
Here's the text of the main speech. Certainly there are bits that make little sense taken out of context, so I've paraphrased (as indicated by the ellipses and brackets). If you'd rather hear and visualize it in its original form, try YouTube.
Anyway, read and think. The Founding Fathers and others quoted above were worried about overcoming colonialism and tyranny. And yet how easily the same words apply to the situation we currently face, almost 250 years later.
V's Speech:
Good evening.... Allow me first to apologize for this interruption. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke.
But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone’s death or the end of some awful bloody struggle, a celebration of a nice holiday, I thought we could mark this November the 5th, a day that is sadly no longer remembered, by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat.
There are of course those who do not want us to speak. I suspect even now, orders are being shouted into telephones, and men with guns will soon be on their way. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth.
And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn’t there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission.
How did this happen? Who’s to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you’re looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirror.
I know why you did it. I know you were afraid. Who wouldn’t be? War, terror, disease. There were a myriad of problems which conspired to corrupt your reason and rob you of your common sense. Fear got the best of you, and in your panic you turned to the [government]. [It] promised you order, he promised you peace, and all he demanded in return was your silent, obedient consent....
More than four hundred years ago a great citizen wished to embed the fifth of November forever in our memory. His hope was to remind the world that fairness, justice, and freedom are more than words, they are perspectives. So if you’ve seen nothing, if the crimes of this government remain unknown to you then I would suggest you allow the fifth of November to pass unmarked. But if you see what I see, if you feel as I feel, and if you would seek as I seek, then I ask you to stand beside me....
--End--
Excerpting from Thomas Paine: Personal rights ... are a species of property of the most sacred kind.
And now Benjamin Franklin: Those who would give up essential Liberty, to purchase a little temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety.
Sam Adams: If you love wealth better than liberty, the tranquility of servitude better than the animating contest of freedom, go home from us in peace. We ask not your counsels or arms. Crouch down and lick the hands which feed you. May your chains set lightly upon you and may posterity forget that ye were our countrymen.
Patrick Henry: Guard with jealous attention the public liberty. Suspect every one who approaches that jewel.
C.S. Lewis:Of all tyrannies a tyranny sincerely exercised for the good of its victims may be the most oppressive.
Plato: This and no other is the root from which a tyrant springs; when he first appears he is a protector.
Voltaire: Tyrants have always had some slight shade of virtue. They support the laws before destroying them.
James Madison: If tyranny and opression come to this land, it will be in guise of fighting a foreign enemy.
The idea of a government driving its populace to fear foreign attacks so deeply that that same populace would accept nearly absolute mind-control and tyranny ... doesn't seem nearly as far-fetched as it ought to. And, that same government lying about the posisbility of foreign terrorism, mass destruction in order to maintain its stranglehold on the people? Not so out there.
Here's the text of the main speech. Certainly there are bits that make little sense taken out of context, so I've paraphrased (as indicated by the ellipses and brackets). If you'd rather hear and visualize it in its original form, try YouTube.
Anyway, read and think. The Founding Fathers and others quoted above were worried about overcoming colonialism and tyranny. And yet how easily the same words apply to the situation we currently face, almost 250 years later.
V's Speech:
Good evening.... Allow me first to apologize for this interruption. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke.
But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone’s death or the end of some awful bloody struggle, a celebration of a nice holiday, I thought we could mark this November the 5th, a day that is sadly no longer remembered, by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat.
There are of course those who do not want us to speak. I suspect even now, orders are being shouted into telephones, and men with guns will soon be on their way. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth.
And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn’t there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission.
How did this happen? Who’s to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you’re looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirror.
I know why you did it. I know you were afraid. Who wouldn’t be? War, terror, disease. There were a myriad of problems which conspired to corrupt your reason and rob you of your common sense. Fear got the best of you, and in your panic you turned to the [government]. [It] promised you order, he promised you peace, and all he demanded in return was your silent, obedient consent....
More than four hundred years ago a great citizen wished to embed the fifth of November forever in our memory. His hope was to remind the world that fairness, justice, and freedom are more than words, they are perspectives. So if you’ve seen nothing, if the crimes of this government remain unknown to you then I would suggest you allow the fifth of November to pass unmarked. But if you see what I see, if you feel as I feel, and if you would seek as I seek, then I ask you to stand beside me....
--End--
2.27.2007
Mouths of Babes
So, as I mentioned before ... Emily went camping with the Brownies last weekend. When I got back from the Philly Phantoms hockey game (with Joe and Matthew), I checked the messages. As you can imagine, I just about burst into tears when I heard this.
And then (on a much happier note) while I was making dinner tonight, Emily was flying Matthew's Optimus Prime all around the kitchen. "I am the leader of all the Transformables! (sic) I have
many powers ... I can fly, I'm very strong ... and I have my own restaurant!"
At this I looked up, "What? Is Optimus Prime part hot dog stand?"
"No," she replied without pausing from zooming around, "Optimus Prime Pizzeriaaaaaa!!!!"
I almost spit in the Stove Top stuffing.
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And then (on a much happier note) while I was making dinner tonight, Emily was flying Matthew's Optimus Prime all around the kitchen. "I am the leader of all the Transformables! (sic) I have
At this I looked up, "What? Is Optimus Prime part hot dog stand?"
"No," she replied without pausing from zooming around, "Optimus Prime Pizzeriaaaaaa!!!!"
I almost spit in the Stove Top stuffing.
--End--
2.23.2007
Very Funny Lady
Just have to put a quick link out here. This is my friend Josette. She and I met online on a Pregnancy Board dedicated to women having babies in June 2001 (and coincidentally we also each had a baby in March 1999 ... I did not, however, join her in having a baby last August).
She is a seriously wonderful writer, and incidentally a fantastic actress, as well. Hilarious, heartfelt and wonderful. Please, if you have any time (if there are, in fact, any of "you" out there at all), go read Josette's blog. Time utterly well spent, I promise you.
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She is a seriously wonderful writer, and incidentally a fantastic actress, as well. Hilarious, heartfelt and wonderful. Please, if you have any time (if there are, in fact, any of "you" out there at all), go read Josette's blog. Time utterly well spent, I promise you.
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Oh Dear...
As if I don't already have enough negative body image issues. Now they go and develop one of these.
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Busy-ish Weekend
So Emily leaves tonight for a weekend of cabin camping with the Brownies. One of the Juniors troops nearby is going to teach the younger girls how to make a Buddy Burner, cook in a box stove, etc.
And, Matthew is going with the Cub Scouts (and Joe) to the Philadelphia Phantoms game tonight. It's Teddy Bear Toss night. When the Phantoms score their first goal, everyone's supposed to toss a new teddy bear or stuffed animal onto the ice for donation to local children's charities.
Added after the game -- I decided to go to the game and it was a really great time. We cracked up numerous times as handfuls of stuffed critters were flung onto the ice when the opposing team scored their first two goals. The poor announcer, "Please refrain from throwing bears at this time. The Phantoms may be penalized if this continues. Please refrain at this time." Finally with 25 seconds left in the game the Phantoms nearly scored (the closest they came all night). Out came the bears ... like a blizzard of them. The announcer started again, "Please, ladies and gentlemen ... er ... I have word from the officials, go ahead and throw your bears." Wheeeeee!!!! (Can I mention how hard it is to loft a small fluffy toy from the mid-300 level of the Spectrum all the way to the ice?)
Then for the rest of the weekend they're going to perfect his "Pinewood Herbie." Joe took it to the Post Office this morning for a weigh-in and it's apparently 4+ ounces too heavy. Eek! So, there's some drilling and gouging in Herbie's future.
As for me ... I haven't decided if I'm going to go to the movies by myself tonight and relish my solitude. Or, maybe I'll get bored and lonely and I'd rather take some friends up on their offer of a spare ticket to the Phantoms game tonight. Haven't really decided yet, actually.
Mostly I'd rather be going to the movies with Joe.
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Added after the game -- I decided to go to the game and it was a really great time. We cracked up numerous times as handfuls of stuffed critters were flung onto the ice when the opposing team scored their first two goals. The poor announcer, "Please refrain from throwing bears at this time. The Phantoms may be penalized if this continues. Please refrain at this time." Finally with 25 seconds left in the game the Phantoms nearly scored (the closest they came all night). Out came the bears ... like a blizzard of them. The announcer started again, "Please, ladies and gentlemen ... er ... I have word from the officials, go ahead and throw your bears." Wheeeeee!!!! (Can I mention how hard it is to loft a small fluffy toy from the mid-300 level of the Spectrum all the way to the ice?)
Then for the rest of the weekend they're going to perfect his "Pinewood Herbie." Joe took it to the Post Office this morning for a weigh-in and it's apparently 4+ ounces too heavy. Eek! So, there's some drilling and gouging in Herbie's future.
As for me ... I haven't decided if I'm going to go to the movies by myself tonight and relish my solitude. Or, maybe I'll get bored and lonely and I'd rather take some friends up on their offer of a spare ticket to the Phantoms game tonight. Haven't really decided yet, actually.
Mostly I'd rather be going to the movies with Joe.
--End--
2.16.2007
Tweet, Tweet
So my contribution to the Great Backyard Bird Count is 1 hairy woodpecker, 8 juncos, 2 house sparrows, 6 tufted titmice, 3 chickadees, 2 cardinals (both female), 1 nuthatch, 1 downy woodpecker, and 1 wren.
We're leaving in about an hour, so I only spent about half an hour sitting and watching and counting. So I don't think that's too shabby for a couple of feeders of sunflower seeds.
Hey ... does anyone have a trick for keeping thistle seed fresh in a goldfinch feeder? Mine always gets damp and moldy at the bottom and then the finches stop coming.
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We're leaving in about an hour, so I only spent about half an hour sitting and watching and counting. So I don't think that's too shabby for a couple of feeders of sunflower seeds.
Hey ... does anyone have a trick for keeping thistle seed fresh in a goldfinch feeder? Mine always gets damp and moldy at the bottom and then the finches stop coming.
--End--
2.15.2007
Aurora Voldemortealis
This recent aurora pic from SpaceWeather seems more like a Dark Mark from The Goblet of Fire than any naturally occuring phenomenon.
Oooooh ... spooky!
--End--
ps. Off to the Poconos for the weekend of snow tubing, see ya Monday!
2.13.2007
2.07.2007
Crabby Whiny Rant
First of all, forgive me.
I know I should be thankful to have a job. Even half a job. But it's just not enough of a job.
Our washing machine died ... there's 700 bucks. Our TV is dying / dead ... replacing it will be around a thousand bucks. Our sofa and loveseat are stained, ratty, falling apart ... ??? (reupholstering or replacing would run another thousand or so?)
Our credit card balance is higher than it was a year ago.
I just want to feel like we're moving ahead instead of sitting still, or worse yet ... moving backwards.
And then I feel guilty for feeling bummed. I mean, we're all healthy, we're warm and fed and clothed.
Anyway ...
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2.05.2007
Wanna Help?
2.04.2007
Super Ads
So we're thinking we'll watch the Super Bowl on a delay tonight. Not to skip the commercials and time-outs and penalty pauses, like we did for the whole rest of the football season (you can watch a 4-hour football broadcast in about and hour and a half and still get everything you'd really want).
Rather, we may just skip the football and watch the commercials and half-time show. Hee!
--End--
ps. Making nachos, Italian sausage sandwiches, and Rice Krispies treats!
Rather, we may just skip the football and watch the commercials and half-time show. Hee!
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ps. Making nachos, Italian sausage sandwiches, and Rice Krispies treats!
2.01.2007
Laundering ... on a Jet Plane
So our washer recently died a rather thorough death. We bravely disassembled it hoping something would have a Post-It flag stuck to it, "Fix this part, it's only $12.95." But alas ... dismantling the broken washing machine only led to it appearing even more, well ... broken. After a phone call to Dad and a couple more to the Kenmore Repair folks, we decided investing significant amounts of money in a new washer made more sense than investing slightly less significant amounts of money on the old one.
So ... now we own our first Front Loading Washer. What a difference. I've already run 4 loads in the thing, and it's quieter, using less detergent and fascinating the children for entire minutes on end. "Look, there's Bun-Bun!" Then ... the thing kicks into high gear. The clothes are quickly plastered to the sides of the drum like we were in the old Gravitron ride at Conneaut Lake Park. "Wow," Joe commented, "OK, now I'm impressed."
But, that's not all! Starting to whine like an F-16 warming up, the washer really kicks it up a notch. VOOMP! All the clothes are reduced to a grey smooshed blur all around the sides of the drum. What appeared to be a generously full load of clothes mere moments before is now flattened so that it nearly seems to be spinning entirely empty. The water just streams across the glass (way more of it than I'd though would still be in the clothes after spinning for 5 minutes at a more moderate pace). Soon it winds down and the almost-dry-feeling clothes are ready for the (greatly diminished) time in the dryer.
Go, Frigidaire! Who knew you made such nifty non-refrigerating appliances?
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But, that's not all! Starting to whine like an F-16 warming up, the washer really kicks it up a notch. VOOMP! All the clothes are reduced to a grey smooshed blur all around the sides of the drum. What appeared to be a generously full load of clothes mere moments before is now flattened so that it nearly seems to be spinning entirely empty. The water just streams across the glass (way more of it than I'd though would still be in the clothes after spinning for 5 minutes at a more moderate pace). Soon it winds down and the almost-dry-feeling clothes are ready for the (greatly diminished) time in the dryer.
Go, Frigidaire! Who knew you made such nifty non-refrigerating appliances?
--End--
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